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lesmisloony) wrote2012-06-06 02:14 pm
lesmisloony) wrote2012-06-06 02:14 pm
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I think I've just totally burned out. Last week's meltdown I got through in the end, but yesterday's lecture on my personality just kind of broke me.
I know I can stay. I did a countdown on my calendar and there are only six Wednesdays left. It'll probably pass quickly since I'm so busy.
Maybe this is what a very mild case of depression would feel like. I just don't have any motivation left. I leave my room, I do what I'm told, I work as hard as I know how to, but I don't care anymore. What am I supposed to do? It's *me* they don't like, not my work.
Looking at housing info for next year (assuming I get into the masters program) is a bright point of my free time. Though I might have to consider being assigned a roommate in order to pay a lot less each month, which could be kinda weird, although at least it would just be a roommate and not a BOSS living with me.
I know I can stay. I did a countdown on my calendar and there are only six Wednesdays left. It'll probably pass quickly since I'm so busy.
Maybe this is what a very mild case of depression would feel like. I just don't have any motivation left. I leave my room, I do what I'm told, I work as hard as I know how to, but I don't care anymore. What am I supposed to do? It's *me* they don't like, not my work.
Looking at housing info for next year (assuming I get into the masters program) is a bright point of my free time. Though I might have to consider being assigned a roommate in order to pay a lot less each month, which could be kinda weird, although at least it would just be a roommate and not a BOSS living with me.
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