Urgh.

[lesmisloony]

Went shopping with Kelley today and bought three dresses, three bras, tights, and socks.  Good things to have.  Then we did a photoshoot.  I was doing a good job all day untilllll the photoshoot, when I basically started pouting and bitching because I couldn't take myself seriously enough to pose for any of the pictures and I felt really self-conscious and horrible about it.  I then proceeded to loathe every picture when I saw it in the camera.

I put the pictures on facebook anyway because Kelley made me, and once they were online they weren't so bad.  Here are my least favorite pictures of each outfit we took pictures of:

 

Yes, we match because we're awesome like that.

 

 

I know they're not so bad, but I don't really believe it?  Idk.  I need to get this shit under control because it'll make me miserable again if I let it.

Oh and here's what my favorite of the three bras looks like:

 

Except not quite like that because I am not an airbrushed Asian and also, there is no way for the boobs to meet in the middle like that... it is not possible because the white part touches your chest.  Still, it's a hot bra and I wish I didn't have to wear a shirt over it because I just want to look at it in the mirror.  I'm wearing it right now under my pyjamas because I love it and it makes me feel like a badass.  I've never had a cute bra before and now I have three!  This one is the best though.

Anyway, that was my day.  I wish I had held it together to the end, but oh well.  At least I have more dresses now.  I love dresses.  Forget jeans.

OH AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.  We went to Hot Topic to get thigh-high tights, and GUESS WHAT SOCKS I FOUND JUST HANGING THERE ON THE WALL BEGGING ME TO OWN THEM

 

Flo hat and Patrice socks!  I feel like I could rule the world now that I own these things. 

Anyway, that was my day.  I like my new clothes and stuff.  I just wish I liked me more consistently.

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