lesmisloony | C'est la panique sur les boulevards quand on arrive en ville

Today I slept late and then left the house around noon to go hang with another au pair. We talked for a while and shared horror stories about our host families and boy drama and stuff. We went to the Latin Quarter and ate gyros and then we hung out by the Eiffel Tower and then we went up to Montmartre where we met another girl and sat in a wine bar and talked the whole time. I drank a whole glass of wine! I didn't particularly like it, it felt really burny... but it was all warm inside which was pleasant... plus it was pink, which was fun. Then we met up with three more au pairs and some man and we went to an overpriced not-very-good crêpe place and it was a lovely day. I feel fantastic now... well, except that my throat is raw and I'm losing my voice.

That's it though. I had a great time with those girls and I feel so much better. I feel totally recharged and that was without making my host family think I was a weird hermit or having a glowing screen in front of my face. And not only do they hang out together all the time on weekends, in fact they also do things I've never done in my life, like go out and make out with strange men and stay up till 7am. So maybe I'll learn how to be one of those fun people who has crazy stories to tell that don't involve celebrities!

Anyway, sorry about my string of emo posts last night. I'm trucking it, it'll be fine. I spend a lot of time trying to be strong when in fact I am rather crazy on the inside and it kind of builds up and spills over sometimes. Gonna make a post on another filter now.