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[lesmisloony]

I think I'm back. I think it's over.

Yesterday I didn't cry at all the whole day. I even skyped my mom and talked about ever subject that's been setting me off, and I never had to choke back tears.

What changed? I have no idea, but the turning point was when I got half an hour to myself and used it to play the piano. It seems foolish, but this isn't the first time that has worked for me. How could a piano possibly be my miracle depression cure?

In even weirder news, these past two days my host mom and I... have kind of clicked. We're getting along. I don't know what's going on, but I like it.

Comments

[cerberusia.livejournal.com]

:D to all this. I get the thing about (making) music being a weird but very effective cure - there's something very satisfying about it, on a creative and emotional level.

Fingers crossed that you and host-mum keep getting along - should make things a lot easier.

[emeraldessence.livejournal.com]

Yay!

[yobambam666.livejournal.com]

That's good to hear. I think you definitely need to start trying to make more time for the piano. lol