Heureux les miséreux élus au royaume des cieux!

[lesmisloony]

 LOOK LOOK LOOK

THIS IS ME WHEN I FIRST GOT TO FRANCE



  


AND THIS IS ME THIS MORNING



ALL IT IS IS WALKING PLACES AND EATING VEGETABLES SOMETIMES. REALLY THAT'S ALL.

ALL THIS TIME AND THAT'S ALL I NEEDED TO DO.

OH MY GOSH MY LIFE IS SO GOOD I JUST LOVE IT.

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[lesmisloony.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for being so kind! No one has ever said anything that nice to me about my body. I was ten years old when my pediatrician told me "You're obese" and I spent the rest of my life feeling like I had to be the weird unpopular kid because you had to be thin to be normal and accepted. Since graduating high school I've started coming to terms with who I am, and right when I was feeling like a decent person, bam! For the first time ever I don't feel like a lard-o. It's an amazing feeling.

[lesmisloony.livejournal.com]

You're too sweet! <3

I guess childhood is going to be rough and frustrating no matter what side of the spectrum you're on. I was raised by an overweight mom who saw me as a crash diet buddy rather than helping me feel like it could be okay to be heavy, so there's no part of me that's capable of believing that big is beautiful. It's like it's against everything I've ever heard.

More importantly, I'm pretty excited to get home so said mom can take me shopping and I can get some clothes that actually fit! I'm swimming in everything right now. As you can probably see by looking at the sleeve of my dress in the second picture. :D